Sadness and Despair
For a long time after the death of someone close to you, you will feel extremely sad. This sadness is more commonly known as depression, which is a clinical neurosis and not just ‘feeling a bit down’. Depression is not a mental disorder but a condition caused by circumstances and the depressed person’s inability to adapt to them. Most people who suffer depression as a reaction to the death of a loved one experience it in a mild form – although, of course, there will be some people who have a more extreme response. The usual signs of depression are fatigue, social withdrawal, disinterest in your surroundings, not caring about how you look or your general health, insomnia and a tendency to brood.
The danger with depression is that in cases where the bereaved lives alone or is otherwise isolated, the cycle of neglect is unbroken, which may lead to increased depression, possible abuse of drugs and/or alcohol, and/or an exhibition of extreme and unbalanced behaviour. The ultimate expression of depression is despair and suicide. Evidence suggests that elderly widows have a higher suicide rate than those who have not been widowed. Similarly, elderly widowers, who may have lost their sole emotional confidante as well as closest companion, seem likely to experience a loneliness that drives them towards suicidal thoughts. Still, the overwhelming majority of people who are recovering from the shock of a bereavement do not attempt suicide. But do not be surprised if you entertain morbid thoughts of taking your own life. Such gruesome fantasies are common.
It is relatively simple to counter the mild depression associated with bereavement. The answer is to keep busy and try to do something that increases your self-esteem, since the death of someone close to you inevitably lowers your feelings of self-worth. However, if the intensity of your depression is such that getting involved in your work, hobbies, pastimes or looking after your health doesn’t seem to help, consult your doctor. More extreme depression requires medical attention from experts, which is normally very effective. The treatment should not be seen as evidence of mental incapacity on your part. A depression that is the result of the death of a loved one is a natural occurrence and will be well understood by any good doctor.
